miss him

ITsme
still doing math now. tml is the block test.
Math. this is e subject i hate. it all started frm this starting of the yr. frm 10thJan.
bcoz of math. he left. i rmb a statement he always say...:
“你不要再做数学了。管管其它科目吧！不然，无论你的数学再好，你还是会留级的。”
izt true tt wad u say, will cum true on u? at least for this. i believe so.
90 days...it ve been 90 days since tt thursday tt he left in the morning at 8. the plane flew.
i wonder how is he now. guess is not about L, its juz so use to ve him arnd, so use to ve sum1 lyk him..so use to all those.
i hate this. i hate these 90 days. i ve nt been much of myself. i ve been doing things i dun use to do.
i ve been thinking about irrelevant things tt i dun use to distract myself w..
wad happened? listening to 男人海洋 by 周传雄。。温柔的男人像海洋。
its juz so not him. or to say. its too him? i dunno. i really do not noe. juz confused.
i hate math, i hate phy, i hate CLL, i hate econs.
he failed math, i took phy sub on the day he did math paper.
we toked alot on CLL in the past, all the chatterings...i miss them.
we had fun econs lessons tgt...everytime, i look forward to the next lesson...
every subject i do, i miss him. is this y i dun wan2 touch these stuffs anymore?
i think its juz excuses.

i juz cant b me anymore.