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this is stupid noisy trying to be funny, huayao. haha. dun let van see, she will kill me. haha. wells. oops. he was tied in the chair with the old bball netting, and his shoes laces, which i juz realised, is lyk my shoes, got two diff supid bight color. damn stupid. the most impt thing is, the his feet was tied together!! haha. oops. he cant walk!! muahaha!! den wan2 take foto, he still hide hide, comb his hair den pose for taking foto. teerible lor!! haha.

this was lyk on wednesday...when we initially got bball interhouse, cip training and blah blah blah... wells, everything was CANCELED!! maybe u feel lyk gald than ever...coz liddat good mah..dun nid do anything. i oso think its good, den i can go trng, and play bball. haha. really ENJOYED myself. sumhow i cincluded tt its impt to enjoy ourselves, the right way, even when studying and preparing for exams. haha.

wells. wednesday that physics paper was postponed to 11thjune. nt too long l8r...guess i nid to quickly mugg!! haha. fun...hmm...i really ponder.. haha. but, i love my friends arnd me!! omg!! it juz makes me so happy and enthusiastic abt sch!! or to say...i love jess kor kor! Jeanette papa! and alvin mama! and my fav center junior, yancheng! fav bball junior, shimin! fav chia. fav zhen! fav soulmate...and fav alot alot!! alot alot~~!! and alot alot. haha..and all the gossips, and all the sharing of knowledge, and discussion of questions...all these stuffs that friends does!! i love them all!! though it might seems to b the stupidest thing, and smallest thing ever!! but i can tell u that, its the thing tt i can giv up everything else for, for that seconds of warmth tt i can get..sth tt my fam cant gimme. if i am given a choice, i am willing to spend all my time w my friends, even if i noe i only ve 24hrs left....maybe..i wan 10hrs w my friends, 5hrs w all my fam, 5hr w e guy i like..and 4hrs alone..and juz die off....

i dunno why am i thinking abt this...but when im alone..i really feel the..emptiness...
sth in my mind..sth tt i cant tell anyone. nt a single soul. nt any of the love ones i ve. once its out of me, alot of ppl will get hurt, and trouble will be stirred. gosh. nt good. ..and im sure i wont be able to go out w them, with all the good time..if i say it out. things...will b lyk shit. i could only lie, to him, to me, to everyone else. haiz. dun guess the wrong person . please. its nt him.

its 0441 now..i got to slp...nites!