wats now.

ITsme

wats w me?

i dunno.

i wan2 study. but nth goes into my mind. until when i breakdown, until when i tear.

i noe its useless to tear, to cry lyk an useless baby.

but its nt within my control. its nt within my range.

im trying. still trying. but will i success? i dont noe.

do you?

this in no longer me. this is no longer the gal i noe.

the soul is lost, the heart lost its beat.

why bother living the body?

unless i leave the battleground lyk a lousy tut

if not, i should challenge the ht. of 12 floor

... ...

"嘴角弯弯，眼角泪干。。。 "

perhaps. this is the true me.
the useless me.
the one that success in nth.