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this is stupid noisy trying to be funny, huayao. haha. dun let van see, she will kill me. haha. wells. oops. he was tied in the chair with the old bball netting, and his shoes laces, which i juz realised, is lyk my shoes, got two diff supid bight color. damn stupid. the most impt thing is, the his feet was tied together!! haha. oops. he cant walk!! muahaha!! den wan2 take foto, he still hide hide, comb his hair den pose for taking foto. teerible lor!! haha.

this was lyk on wednesday...when we initially got bball interhouse, cip training and blah blah blah... wells, everything was CANCELED!! maybe u feel lyk gald than ever...coz liddat good mah..dun nid do anything. i oso think its good, den i can go trng, and play bball. haha. really ENJOYED myself. sumhow i cincluded tt its impt to enjoy ourselves, the right way, even when studying and preparing for exams. haha.

wells. wednesday that physics paper was postponed to 11thjune. nt too long l8r...guess i nid to quickly mugg!! haha. fun...hmm...i really ponder.. haha. but, i love my friends arnd me!! omg!! it juz makes me so happy and enthusiastic abt sch!! or to say...i love jess kor kor! Jeanette papa! and alvin mama! and my fav center junior, yancheng! fav bball junior, shimin! fav chia. fav zhen! fav soulmate...and fav alot alot!! alot alot~~!! and alot alot. haha..and all the gossips, and all the sharing of knowledge, and discussion of questions...all these stuffs that friends does!! i love them all!! though it might seems to b the stupidest thing, and smallest thing ever!! but i can tell u that, its the thing tt i can giv up everything else for, for that seconds of warmth tt i can get..sth tt my fam cant gimme. if i am given a choice, i am willing to spend all my time w my friends, even if i noe i only ve 24hrs left....maybe..i wan 10hrs w my friends, 5hrs w all my fam, 5hr w e guy i like..and 4hrs alone..and juz die off....

i dunno why am i thinking abt this...but when im alone..i really feel the..emptiness...
sth in my mind..sth tt i cant tell anyone. nt a single soul. nt any of the love ones i ve. once its out of me, alot of ppl will get hurt, and trouble will be stirred. gosh. nt good. ..and im sure i wont be able to go out w them, with all the good time..if i say it out. things...will b lyk shit. i could only lie, to him, to me, to everyone else. haiz. dun guess the wrong person . please. its nt him.

its 0441 now..i got to slp...nites!

ITsme

there's so many things in this world tt i can do.
there's so many people arnd to be friend with.
there's so many places for me to emo.
there's so many..so many.. JUST TOO MANY.

i cant be greedy, to ask for all.
i cant be demanding, to want all.
neither can i force things into me...

有些东西命中注定不是你的，无论如何也得不到，不妨随遇而安，何求强求。

人，是友或敌。只差在待人处事之道。
友，是真或假。只差在真心还是利益。
敌，是强或弱。只差在自己是虚或骄。

朋友
不可多，不可无。
不可亲，不可疏。
不可逼，不可求。

朋友
只能以真心为主。
只能以利益为避。
只能以耐心对待。

其余之，闲渣人。
其余之，非真人。
其余之，不能仁。

人善被人欺，马善被人骑。

虽然，人非圣贤，孰能无德。
但是，江山易改，本性难移。

残酷的社会，唯有适者生存。
同时要知足，不以利自累也。

而对那些心存一恶之人，
我也只能说，万恶便从心恶而生。
宁可面貌丑陋，也不愿思想丑陋。

保重啦。。。bitch!

ITsme

hihi peeps!! haha. i noe i v long nv blog le. so tt's y im blogging now!! haha. even though its lyk 0330 in e morning?! i juz got home frm macs, studying dere...den got so bored aloneeeee. den came home:DD

lately a few big events happened to me:))

firstly, is the sports day. haha. it seems to be only ytd..but i was in fact last wed!! haha. wells. admiralty won champion house, and i won champ individual!! haha. we got 2 big big trophies!! ohoh..den were saying tt if the J1 guy knew danny got 3 individual event, and join one more event, den he will win the individual champ too, den admiralty can 扫空all e big big trophies!! haha. i muz comment tt piecre cheer leading is lyk damn good, while ours is lyk damn mann!! haha. seletar one was damn frekaing funny...lyk stripping?! haha. den oh dearrr...my physics cher fell down?!?! in front, in my face?! while i was cheering for him...sorry...i cant help, coz im one of the officers tt is suppose to maintain and govern e race...and nt a medic, so i could nt step onto the lanes....sorry.

secondly, the student leader investiture!! haha. was damn fun, too!! lolx. coz it was lyk gr8 time spending w the house excos ppl, and i nv get to noe the student council ppl, coz too many of them, and i always got prob w names, and ppl. so, juz keep to a few closer juniors, instead of lyk spliting up lyk xiao!! haha. wells, but if the students council juniors says hi...i will say hi:)) but..i honestly cant rmb them, but only their big big name tag><. wells, we went out to study tgt aft investiture everyday, aft rehearsals, and i muz compliment tt juniors are really hard working fellows. haha. they ve their heads in their notes when they start studying , and when playing. they play till their heads drop off!! good spirit! hope they can get the best for both cca and acads!! kampateh!!. oh ya..hehe..*guilty...until now, i still ve yet to learn the entire sch song, and the song we performed..but i now how to mouth those words..i guess..aft all, ms surati din scold me...hope she doesnt see this. if nt i will die. haha.
ok la.wad else happened? oh ya!! we went for midnite movie aft investiture..it was such joyous event, and i was yujo when we were eating dinner!! she's learning wu shu now!! and in fact hse ve achieve the yellow belt!! cool!! liddat can go along w jiajie v well hor..haha.

ohh ya..next big thing, is the combination of the entire wk refllection!! monday math test, screwed, friday CLL test screwed. but im happy w tuesday econs test and thurs phy test. i hope i can score for tt two papers, afterall, i studied v hard for tt two!! ><

oh ya!! suddenly rmb tt day during GP lesson, i went to washroom, den on my way back, mr toh asked me whether i am interested to join nat juniors!! he say i can qualify for the competition...and..i was asked to join?! ok la..nth much actually, but the sense of achievement is definately dere. wells...humble humble..:)) but i dun train for damn freaking long!! i wonder how i will do for shot and jav now..furthermore, mr sarav ve left..its lyk lack confidence, coz i dun lyk e current track cher>< hais. 为了SGC...加油吧！！

haiz..today i missed the physics tutorial...coz ytd i slp half way..feel stupid fever...den went to eat paracetomol..den overslpt. lyk...lesson is at 0830, i woke up at 1400?!?! omg. terrible lor!! so unhappy. sian....sure get it frm mr sim liao:((

lastly...lately im super moody, esp during sch hrs..and only peggy can understand me... only she suffers the same fate as me..wells. dun tok abt it...really get angry and irritated abt it. nt anyone..but i call it a IT. GET IT?! dun think abt a person...think abt a thing..:D

wells