pain pain!!

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i wan2 die liao la!! left knee dying. right ankle dead. im in stupid intense pain!! can juz remove my leg?!?! i damn sadden by my own legs...:(
today we played against IJC.. though we won. but heard frm gui tt coach say, a standard team shud b able to beat them by 30-40s. but we only won lyk 20? nt v considered a standard team hor. how? i feel so damn freaking bad. i got bad passes, bad aiming, bad attitude, and worse of all, bad character!!..coz im really pissed!! i was lyk damn freaking empty. but tt stupid gal, juz dun wan2 pass the ball to me. i noe 你们的shooting damn zai la! but u got 2 defender, still wan2 shoot, anyhow hit board, den anyhow rebound, how hell u expect me to get tt throw?! hai.
but afterall, i think ur shootin really nt bad, juz tt u shud try look arnd more for open ppl. liddat can ve beta team work too. try, k? ok. u r nt reading this. lols.
i dun wan2 say liao. my legs kiling me!! i wan2 go ice it, den slp. oh ya!! b4 i forgot!! my bball shoes spoiled today!! i damn scared to run lor!! scared l8r i land on the wrong side of the shoe, den fall down. WTH!!
and tt stupid jitao!! he left 4kg of weights w me!! wad hell la!! i nid to bring all over la! and the best thing is tt he took my year book, and we dun ve each other's number!! gosh.
im really dying alr... ppl.
good nite!! LOV YOU!!

out w vinnie.. ..

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today was studying at amk lib..den vinnie came along..yea. with chips!! haha. see the first pic? tt's e couple sitting outside the lib eating. lolx. so poor thing..why sit outside lib?!?! act romantic huh? lol. oops. no offence.

oh..the next pic is the food we ate at KFC..yea!! so filling.
饱死了！！ 哈哈！！

so sorry!!

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haiz. how could i miss shunyu's birthday?? haiz. not suppose to miss any of my friend's birthday de. how could i?! so sorry!!
today, in sch..i damn sian. assembly was boring. gp was boring. econs was scary. CLL was tiring. break was rushing. phy was boring. break was ok. gp was sucky. wdv.
i hate today. totally suck!! totally hate it.
who can make my day??

damn!

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ytd was fantastic. i was damn bored. and damn angry w myself for screwing up my SPA. gosh. wad hell happened.. but i cant let this hinder me. MOVE ON dude! i dunno wad to say now. all in my mind is tt stupid person.
gosh. i always thot tt giving presents, and taking at back will happen in tv serial. who knows. it happens in real life too. im so sick of it. u r nt cher, dun gimme datelines. i pampered u last time, letting u decide, coz i love u dearly as friend, as sister, as my soulmate. but its no longer true. so, stop ur bullshit. i will return u ur stuffs. coz they are no longer important to me.
i hate scolding ppl. and ppl who noe me, will not im nt so easily annoyed, in such serious extend. can u shuddup!! u pest!
ok enough. im nt gg to cont'd. and if u sees this. i say thank you for reading my blog. if u dun, which i think u wont, i say too bad. coz i really DETEST you, and SYMPATISE you.
note: YOU, and ONLY you. pls dun pull ur TWEENIE into the story.
she maybe against me, but im nt against her.

monday...grey?

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rain rain go away..cum again another day...
gosh. today we went to NYJC for match. and it rained so heavily. so it was called off. wells, i was suppose to mit zhen de. but apparently, i cant find her. and the best is tt i forgot to bring my fone out today. so..din mit her. despite tt. i saw yijia and chuyan. had quite a good time.
the team wanted to go sengkang. nt all, shell yiling sah and jess. but pras one statement, reminded me abt my priority, and oso the crap i ve been doin. so i went home str.:) rite decision to make. though i really feel bad towards them,and tt i feel down nt playing. but..来日方长。will ve chance to play agn de:) so i dun nid so sad. tml got phy spa. today beta practice more. haha
oh ya!! toking abt phy. i slpt in phy lect today, and hor..mrsim the face super black!! gosh. i din meant it. im really trying. i din slp in all my tutorials today. im really trying!! but i nid to try HARDER!! MUCH HARDER!!
haha. now eating 稀粥。。thinkin tt the boys are at chomp chomp. i really damn sian dao!! but well. wad can i do. i so stupid, i dun deserve such enjoyment. compare to renzhi, the top10 frm peirce, chinyang, alvin, shaowei..all from 202 de. and many many other ppl...im juz dumb. so, 今天的愚笨，由明天的努力弥补。 hee.
go study le. BYES!!

shell's 生日礼物！！

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this is shell's bday present. hope she lyks it!! coz i loved it!! i think its nice. inside ve letter and a strand of bells. wad do u think? haha. most imptly is she lyk lor. coz its her present wad. if she dun lyk, i lyk, oso no pt. haiz. happy birthday!!
but hor, today i nt mtg her lehx. today mtg zhen chia and yanni. so long din see them.. miss miss. hope yanni and me wont get affected by jenny. sian.
damn sian. more sian. most sian. (*crys):'(

被骗钱！！

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oh my oh my..look at e amt of it this cup of honey milk tea!! i drank lyk 5mouthful, den no more liao. it cost me $1.20 la!! wth. hais damn sad.
i bought this aft spliting ways w LL, on the way home frm stupid phy spa extra lesson on sch. make me wake up damn early juz to go sch to copy stuff. but hor. i muz say, MR SIM is super nice. coz he juz book out frm re-service on friday, den extra lesson on sat morning. muz be tiring for him, and all juz coz our spa is next wk. nice rite. 人真好！！
haix. was suppose to mit shell, pras and abby at nite to celebrate shells birthday!! which is TODAY!! but din mit lehx. push frm AMK to YISHUN to SENGKANG. further and further away. how to go? initially, only can go, if at AMK. but they say wan 755, or yishun, den ok lor. was thinking tt i can walk back at nite still. so shld b fine. den SK?! gosh. big noNO. haix. coz my mum slp le. den i cant ask her for permission, den i stil coughing, fevering and puking. how to go. and nt forgetting the homework load i ve. SORRY SHELL！！ 对不起！！