Thursday, March 26, 2009

ITsme
haha. this happen to be my knee. haha.. pain la!! dun poke!
u noe...i juz took out the bandage thing. den the sticky thing is lyk totally stick on it. ouch la! pull out!! i hope i juz din nid to do tt!! omggg!! hate it! dun lyk. u wan2 try? haha. but hor..i think see frm here lyk nt v pain lehx. got time, i show u e real freshg one. ppl always says tt freshness is the best rite?! haha.
linglan to blog abt her...wad shud i blog abt? but..today really had good time w her in sch, we were lyk damcing along to NOBODY..she damn cute. dance dance clap clap. haha. dance is i add de la. haha..
tml got camp excel. but my leg liddat...and my bag ve nt pack yet 超sian de lor!! die la!

yeah!

ITsme
yeah!! today i 发笑!haha..see the map beside, those underline in green, are the stops i walked. those tt i took bus is in blue. haha. so fun!! but hor...shirlyn saw me frm the bus, she thot i emo lor. wells. if its sum1 else, i may think tt person oso emo. haha. damn lame. den jiaqi saw me frm the train..haha. she say i wasting time. which is quite true. lolx. linglan ask me to take bus too. but i got walking addiction la. i love walkin and running..lyk leisure la. dun lyk competitive ones. wells. i think walking make me feel so.....alive? ask me stone dere. might as well kill me.
but seriously ah. juz now i damn scared..i wanted to walk all the way home de lor. but, LIGHTING!! and THUNDER!! so scared...omggggg. coz im alr at the expressway. so i think i beta take a bus. otherwise, i may die on my way home. bad!!
but the walk is really fun. feel free to join me next time, k? hmm...i next aim, walk throughout!! haha.

sian

ITsme
hihi!! today is the last day of my blog test..hmm or to say, tml?? coz i still ve GP tml. and wad am i doin now?! blogging at 12midnight. sian riteS!! omggggg.
today i did phy paper and CLL. phy was lyk omggggggggg!!!
i finish the paper lyk 20mins b4 the time. den i was quite happy w myself...but i calculated the score tt i confirm can get correct de...wah sah!! only 30+ marks..我傻眼!! was lyk shock!! den i flip to front page..den i realise tt the paper was over 60..CHEY!!! 天啊!!
haiz. den me and linglan when out to mit jiaqi peggy and jiayun...den i fell down. wan2 noe the details. go read linglan's livejournal. she gave details and added effects!! haha (><)!! wells. w my half numb and still bleeding leg, aft mr sarav rescue..i went to do CLL paper.. the paper out of 8Questions, i lyk do 4Qs only!! omg! ok la. quite expected, coz i din study for cll. i pia for phy only. but hor..realise, i din study finish all the topics for phy too. hmm. only touch on sum topics. wells. if i can score for this block test tt i din study for. den im quite sure tt i can stay for J2. but if i really get lyki single digit or so. wells....i may juz ve to bear apart w my dear friends, and go back to J1..and i reconsider the fact tt i wan2 cont'd w my CLL..it really sucks. nt the part of lit. the part..MY stupid teacher, and his stupid perspective. so damn him! omgg!! he juz easily wash off the determination i ve for chi lit! u noe wad. i still LOVE CHINESE!! I JUZ THINK TT CHINESE IS DAMN FREAKING COOL!!!! and of coz. i love the histiry behind it. noe wad. i love chinese lit too. everything is juz so fine. other than him. wtf! ok. chill for now. i think its getting late..and why no one is replying my msn!! omg. im so bored. i thot tonite aft the last day of content base block test, can play and hiong abit. but can see...ppl are juz so worn out alr. i wan2 tok crap. my ppl are juz nt replying. ok. i announced: " IM SAD!!!" haiz. 不管了啦!! i go kajiao my mummy. she wan2 tell me wad she did today!! haha. wells. hope its interesting~ yeah! haha. hmm...ya. i wan2 train for A'div. but my knee really pain. now..still bleeding. coz i juz bathe...and juz clean my wound..and juz put on new bandage. OUCH!!! gosh. hope sum1 is dere for me..hor linglan. hahaa. *hints. kkz nites!! luv u all!! haha sounds familiar? chk e url. haha!! <3 <3<3!! Muacks!
6more days to 100th... ..
do i really miss him?
i dunno. hais

Monday, March 23, 2009

math over

ITsme
yea. math juz ended. now at home..eating lunch box. how i miss mummy's food. gosh. this is super unhealthy!!
wells. im giving a miss to the b-boys game l8r against NYJC. feel so guilty. but im so sick. stupid math paper, make me sit under the air con. first, i cant conc on my paper, second, it seriously worsen my condition!!
can b bothered anymore. guess aft lunch, i will ve to get back to work. CLL and Phy on wed.
加油~!!haha. now im slacking!!
爱就宅一起!! yeah manns!!
good luck B-Boys!! KAMPATEH!! 加油!!<3!!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

miss him

ITsme
still doing math now. tml is the block test.
Math. this is e subject i hate. it all started frm this starting of the yr. frm 10thJan.
bcoz of math. he left. i rmb a statement he always say...:
“你不要再做数学了。管管其它科目吧!不然,无论你的数学再好,你还是会留级的。”
izt true tt wad u say, will cum true on u? at least for this. i believe so.
90 days...it ve been 90 days since tt thursday tt he left in the morning at 8. the plane flew.
i wonder how is he now. guess is not about L, its juz so use to ve him arnd, so use to ve sum1 lyk him..so use to all those.
i hate this. i hate these 90 days. i ve nt been much of myself. i ve been doing things i dun use to do.
i ve been thinking about irrelevant things tt i dun use to distract myself w..
wad happened? listening to 男人海洋 by 周传雄。。温柔的男人像海洋。
its juz so not him. or to say. its too him? i dunno. i really do not noe. juz confused.
i hate math, i hate phy, i hate CLL, i hate econs.
he failed math, i took phy sub on the day he did math paper.
we toked alot on CLL in the past, all the chatterings...i miss them.
we had fun econs lessons tgt...everytime, i look forward to the next lesson...
every subject i do, i miss him. is this y i dun wan2 touch these stuffs anymore?
i think its juz excuses.
i juz cant b me anymore.