the last post.

ITsme

hihi to all.

im hoping that this is my last post b4 A's end. but i noe it wont be. but i will try to make it be. contradics. wells. i have finished watching so many shows, that i feel so guilty. and i ve concluded tt i shud nt 挥霍人生， but to make use of 每一分每一秒。 perhaps it wont be easy to change over the nite, but i muz try, muz not guv up b4 try, rite. haha.
i dunno how long this determination of mine can last. ya. try try. haha.
ohhhhh~

-此地不留人，自有留人处。

i dunno wad i wan2 say...i dunno wad to say..

juz wish me all the best.

take care friends.

im waiting for that day to cum...

soon.

wats now.

ITsme

wats w me?

i dunno.

i wan2 study. but nth goes into my mind. until when i breakdown, until when i tear.

i noe its useless to tear, to cry lyk an useless baby.

but its nt within my control. its nt within my range.

im trying. still trying. but will i success? i dont noe.

do you?

this in no longer me. this is no longer the gal i noe.

the soul is lost, the heart lost its beat.

why bother living the body?

unless i leave the battleground lyk a lousy tut

if not, i should challenge the ht. of 12 floor

... ...

"嘴角弯弯，眼角泪干。。。 "

perhaps. this is the true me.
the useless me.
the one that success in nth.